An interesting thing happened today. I found a baby garter snake curled around a fallen apple (did a double-take). Took it (the snake, not the apple) to show the spouse, because he’s into that sort of thing. Told him where I’d found it and we both shuddered in the grip of an old, old story. Even though he’s the epitome of what was once politely called “unchurched,” and I’m politely imperfect in my own spirituality. Returned the snake to the ground. Enamored of it’s beauty, shared the apple. (With the spouse, not the snake.)
I’m officially menopausal, so baby-having curses don’t apply. Still have the ovaries though, and a cousin who died of ovarian cancer. But I got a call from my oncologist, who says I’m free of the BRCA 1 and 2 mutations. Guess I’m stuck with schlepping a living by the sweat of my brow. As it ever was.
The thought that passed between my husband and I felt old as life itself, though we ultimately ignored the warning and ate the apple. Who can resist anything grown on one’s own land?
Maybe that’s the point. It often is in my business, where couples go to endless, painful lengths to have children even when their bodies refuse to cooperate. And women like me insist on replacing parts that betray them with parts that don’t look right, or feel right, or create problems of their own. Remember, that first couple didn’t eat from the tree of life, but from the tree of knowledge of good and evil. Go figure.
P. S. The snake shat on me. It’s a defense mechanism and stinks like the devil. Poor Adam & Eve. Poor us.